some people may insist that my emotional self is too strong, too in your face, too obvious, too pessimistic/optimistic and perhaps too annoying. maybe it makes me vulnerable. maybe i'm a loose canon. sometimes i think i want to change, but i know that i truly dont. maybe you do not want to listen to my roller coaster emotions, and that is fine. no one is tying you down, and spoon-feeding you these happy and or sad and or mad tangents. as disgusting as you may find this quality about me, believe it or not, i like the way i am. i love knowing that my reactions, whether they be good or bad, are pure. they are not filtered in any way. and persona